Monday, April 30, 2007

Pushing forward

Nothing different has happened for the past two weeks. My sons father doesn't call him to talk to him but he tries to push me around with emails. He makes many demands and expects me to jump at each of them. I'll give him the basic information that he is entitled to but I am not going to put my new family through changes to appease him. I need to be strong and not let him take the control he is desperately trying to get.

I knew that I was in some sort of bondage because of him but I wasn't aware at how strong it was. Let me explain: Just before we divorced, he told both families that we were going to get tattoos of each others name on us. Well, at this point in the marriage, I knew it was over but I feared him too much to say no. I just wanted to keep the peace while I thought things through. So, I went along with it.

After the divorce, I covered up the tattoo with another and I was done.... or so I thought. Now that I am happily remarried, that old reminder was a thorn in my side. I finally went to see a doctor about getting it removed by laser. Once she did the first treatment, I felt a RUSH of relief and I started crying. It's almost over.

2 comments:

Michele said...

Hi, you were wondering if I could help you with your pug potty training? What seems to be the problem? Maybe I can give you some advice.

Unknown said...

And Jesus wept

A Prayer From Jesus

Jesus I brought this prayer to your people and they rejected it. So I added a comment on the importance of this prayer and your plan of Salvation, again no responses. Finally with fire and brimstone, mentioned their destination, it was as if they could not even hear.

Jesus am I to be a profit as unto Jeremiah or like unto Jonah. I fell like Jonah, no matter what I want to do, You all ways command me to do this small task, deliver Your prayer. Except the results are as unto Jermiah. When not one obeyed when You said, they will find safety out of the city.

Jesus, you created me as neither but one of power, in Jesus NAME. Devil in the NAME of JESUS I bind you in Jesus name. Release your hold on those who will be called, son's of Jesus. I command you in JESUS NAME to be gone from all who read this post, in Jesus Name. For the glory is yours alone Jesus. I lift your Name up in Praise now, Lord Jesus. Open my eyes in Jesus Name and let me receive from You, this very hour in JESUS NAME.
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- A PRAYER FROM JESUS -

This prayer is from Jesus that we may hear from Him, that He may speak to our hearts. It only consist of three simple steps.

1, We need to read one scripture. This will focus us in the word that brings everlasting life.

2, Since this prayer is from Jesus we need to direct our prayer to Him personally. Too often Christian focuses they're prayer's to G_D or Father. Scripture proclaims, that Jesus should be the focus of our prayer.

3, The simplest part of this Prayer is to ask Jesus one question. Please, all that is required for this question is that it should be simple. Let Jesus Himself finish the question when He gives you that understanding through this prayer.

The PRAYER

A) The scripture that is the focus of this prayer is "ACTS 2:38". It's not necessary to do any study into this scripture. Jesus will give you the understanding that will resonate in your heart. Just read Acts 2:38, keep it in your heart and take this one scripture to prayer

B) The most important part of this prayer is that we need to direct our prayer directly to Jesus. If you normally would say Father in your prayer, change your focus from the Father to Jesus, by lifting Jesus name up every time you would normally use Father in your prayer.

C) Maybe the hardest part of this prayer is the question that we need to ask Jesus. For man is always trying to understand the question, instead of listening to the answer. The simplest question is all that is required.
Simply ask Jesus, 'WHY'?

For those who are obedient
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